I think about you EVERY DAY, and I shed tears.
Often when I’m cycling, or come across a photo or memory of you.

BUT I’m all grown up now — regaining my strength and getting empowered to get your good work done. I stand alone — naked and exposed to treacherous elements of the cold. But you provided such great lessons, and learning. I feel you holding me up high, and giving me much needed support.

Even though I think it will take much time to set things straight…
I will love you always, and forever. You are held in my heart ever so tightly.

Blue said to me today that he felt sorry for you that you left the earth so young.
I said, “Don’t feel sorry for him — he’s in heaven. Feel sorry for me — I’m in hell.”

I act, in your honor.

Forever loved.