And I was blessed to find, today, a piece of Ryan’s writing. So thankful, as I miss his wisdom. He was writing as the character Jeff, as fiction, but this was truly his voice. This is the first time I’ve read this.
We walk through life looking and seeking that which makes us human. A shadow out of the corner of our vision where reality becomes fantasy and the unawakened mind knows the place it calls home. It is here when we are alone, when we are surrounded by those we love and respect, and when the dream takes us in restful slumber. Although it is easily found within other people, we still walk aimlessly through our lives. Unsure of what the next day will bring we cloak our identity in the shadow of the unknown. It can be come known and sure if we realize that the soul that inhabits us is the inner voice seeking absolution and understanding.
I seek to reach into my higher self and pull out my reality. To turn, to change and to become my own identity he…. (And that’s all he wrote on the paper.) ~ Ryan Arthur – Sun Conjunct Mercury in Pisces. Virgo Moon.
I was a very lucky Girl (my Pisces North Node) to have lived with, worked with, loved, and been loved by this man!
I hope to hold it in March — Friday, March 21, 2014. Details to follow.
Update: August 28 — This didn’t happen. His family made it very hard for me to move forward, in all ways. I WILL hold a Life Celebration for him. It’s just a time thing. Sign up for updates, leave a comment, contact me, and when I have it — I will let you know. I’m aiming for December 2014, January 2015, or his birthday on March 2015. It’s going to be a BLAST, Ryan style… with e-cigarettes and all.. lol
At 7 feet tall, I considered Ryan the Friendly Green Giant. That isn’t to say he didn’t scowl — he did. What can anyone expect having to put up with the harshness of Earth’s atmosphere for such a sensitive soul??
I thought Ryan was one of the most handsome men I ever met. I just loved his whole look. So I most definately took a lot of pictures of him.
As time goes on, I’ll share some of our private moments together.