His Higher Mind - Ryan David Arthur

March 6, 1977 to December 24, 2013

In life, and death…

Sometimes I wish Ryan back, and then I realize there’s just no way in hell (literally and figuratively). I realize I’m just feeling sorry for myself. He’s in a better place.

Still, hold you in my heart every day.
And I will find you again.

don’t you cherish me to sleep
never keep your eyelids clipped
hold me for the pops and clicks
I was only for the father’s crib

hair, old, long along
your neck onto your shoulder blades
always keep that message taped
cross your breasts you won’t erase
I was only for your very space

hip, under nothing
propped up by your other one, face ‘way from the sun
just have to keep a dialogue
teach our bodies: haunt the cause
I was only trying to spell a loss

joy, it’s all founded
pincher with the skin inside
you pinned me with your black sphere eyes
you know that all the rope’s untied
I was only for to die beside

so it’s storming on the lake
little waves our bodies break

there’s a fire going out,
but there’s really nothing to the south

swollen orange and light let through
your one piece swimmer stuck to you

sold, I’m Ever
open ears and open eyes
wake up to your starboard bride
who goes in and then stays inside
oh the demons come, they can subside

Coldplay: A Sky Full of Stars

My love, you’re in a sky full of stars. <3

Chris Martin March 2, 1977
Ryan Arthur March 6, 1977

When I miss you, I sometimes listen to interviews of Chris Martin.
You and he share similar birthdays (astrology) so have a similar energy, and his band was one of your favorites. This song is his favorites on the Ghosts album, which was recorded in 2013/2014. I feel the album is in someway connected to you.

Ghost Stories is a spiritually driven album that revolves around two major themes mentioned by lead singer Chris Martin. The album explores the idea of past actions, and the effects they can have on your future and one’s capacity for Unconditional Love. To him, Ghost Stories represents “a journey learning about Unconditional Love” (as said in the televised Making of Ghost Stories with Fearne Cotton).
“ The idea of Ghost Stories, for me, was “how do you let the things that happen to you in the past – your ghosts – how do you let them affect your present and your future?” Because there was a time when I was feeling like they were going to drag me down and ruin my life, and the lives of those around me. I was very lucky to meet a very good sufi teacher who started to introduce the idea of “if you sit with your experiences and the things you’ve been through, they alchemize.” At the time he said that, I didn’t really know what that meant, but I trusted that it would work, and the more that I was learning about that, the more music just started flowing through.

Ryan used to be joke about transmogrifying. I said something about transforming or transmuting problems, and he was like, “How about transmogrification”? Lol He had a rare difference. He said there was no one like me too, and he meant that as a compliment. LOL
God, I miss TBM.

When I connect with you, you say you’re a part of the Sun. And one of the last bands you shared with me was: Empire of the Sun. I believe your energy is with the Sun, warming us.

Much love to you babe.

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